First time blabbering on this shit using my stupid fuckin blackberry.

Gongshow of a weekend, holy moly. I felt like dante being led through the different layers of hell.

I seem to be shifting my sleep patterns back to a semi-decent normal time. Unfortunately, I still can't sleep much more than an hour or two at a time before waking up and tossing and turning. So that is kinda bogus I suppose.

Listening to a lot of Rival Schools, can't wait for the new record. Wally's still got it.

Still trying to figure life out. I'm less day to day and more hour to hour, minute to minute, second to second. I'm sure I've made things tense around my house, and I did some amateur diy drywall remodeling that was dumb of me but hey, its been the first time in weeks that thinking about everything hasn't left me sad, but just angry or indifferent.

Glad I have friends like jasdave and tuggy around, I don't know hat I would do without those two being there for me to the bitter end.

I love my cat, its like she could tell I was sad and just hopped right on top of me at my lowest point the other day.

No real plans for this week other than buying a whole wackload of expensive shit ha ha. Baller.